in LOVE.

im in LOVE.

yes i admit that.

being in love is the greatest beautiful feeling in the world.

and being ignored by the one you loved is the most painful feeling you will ever had.

AND I AM IN THE STATE OF CONFUSION.

WE BOTH ARE IN THE STATE OF CONFUSION.

haihhhhhhhhhhhh!

=____________="

.friend request.

yahoo said: You have one friend request from ******* on facebook!

when i check it on my facebook, my lecturer is adding me as his friend!!! gila lah!

i dont expect this.

im not the top student in my course,

im not the bright one, and

i have thought that i am invisible in front of the lecturers.

but i made the 2nd year project under his supeevision and of course he knows me.

but i just cant believe that he's adding me on facebook!

facebook has become the place for a miracle unexpected unbelievable things to happen.

gilalah.

and for sure, i wont approve him.

with all my controversy status, i wont do that.

and lately i keep putting on status pasal LI and coordinator.

still, im SPEECHLESS!!!

this facebook is really killing me!!

.the break up.

gaahh. i wonder what exactly had happened between them. they love each other so much and i wonder what went wrong. separated and move on without each other. seriously im thinking it too much since i had feeling for him before. but now, totally gone la. i decided to stop liking him since he has a gf at that time. i met his girl and seriously, she is such a lovely and friendly person. i mean cool too! :) he even introduced her to me where at first i was like *daa!*. motiffff. but at least i know, why he's so in love with her. now. they broke up. i asked him. he said he's not a good person for her. i mean like seriously?! you guys really look great together! =.=" meanwhile ema keep pushing me everyday to get him! he is a nice man, i know that. maybe it worth to get him, but i decided not to. haha! we better off as friends. :) well, i dont have any right to bother their relationship. tapi sayang-lah. kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana kan.

it's the first day of 2011. 010111. ema keep asking me "bile lagi na? nak ade pakwe. cepatlah. dah nak grad nie." haha! gila. not now-lah i guess. i really want to focus on my final semester :) i wish to learn more about life, to experience working, dealing and meeting different people. semoga tahun ini, dilimpahi rezeki dan rahmat dari Allah s.w.t for the whole family. :)

.: HAPPY NEW YEAR! :.

Si Bujang Senang

scene: on my way back to UKM in KTM with my roommate.

it happened today in train. ada 2 orang gadis and students since they were talking about their study and future. seriously aku tak tau dorang cakap pasal ape. perubatan and whatsoever, until i heard about "posting".

si baju hijau: ....bla bla bla... kat sarawak. (i heard sarawak only)

si baju merah: sarawak??! ehh janganlah. susah wei. sane nak pegi mane2 tempat susah nak jalan. tade pape kat sane. baik ko pegi sabah! sabah kan macam KL.

si baju hijau: iye??

si baju merah: iye! lagipun sabah banyak pulau. ko boleh pegi melancong. sarawak ade ape je! Buaye ade lah!

si baju hijau: a'ah kan.

then they started whispering at each other.

pergh! aku anak jati Sarawak, gile babi lah hati ku meremuk ter-remok diremok mendengar. OMG!! masih ade lagi ke orang yang ade kepala hotak macam baju merah nie. maybe die fikir kalau die naik flight ke Kuching, BUAYA HIDUP kot jadi penyambut tetamu kat Airport Kuching. what the heck! is that what u called as 1Malaysia?! mengutok negeri orang. =.=" kalau dorang keep on saying bad things pasal sarawak tadi, memang dah lame da tersembur air liur aku kat muke pompuan 2 ekor tu bagi ceramah 1 Malaysia dalam train!

*lately asyik tersembur air liur disebabkan sang braces!*

Kalau datang Sarawak, jangan lah cabul sangat kutuk2 buaya2 kat sana. bukan apa. mulut lancang, badan tercincang. serious. buaya yang dah bertahun2 tak makan orang pun, boleh timbul n makan orang yang mempermainkan family Buaya. it may sounds funny to you, but please take it as a serious matter. orang tua pun pernah pesan "Mulut jangan cabul". Begitu lah apabila anda bercakap tentang Buaya. this is actually based on true story. sebab recently, ade kes terbaru pasal buaya makan orang kat Sarawak that happened last few weeks (try Google it). one of the reasons: Mulut 'lepas'. other reason: ajal tiba. so, berhati2 lah.

*i feel like screaming on her face "You know nothing about Sarawak, moron! So stop talking like an idiot!"*

a farewell and a welcome.

.an official farewell.

what more i can say, Alhamdulillah finally it's done.

though im a bit sad, but they had tried their best to save the most precious thing they ever had.

though the effort gave nothing, i know this is the best.

saya redha, and kami redha.

.welcome to a new life.

i know the are alot of circumstances are going to happen.

insya-Allah, we will try our best to face it.

welcome to the new chapter of life.

i believe everything happens for reasons.

we have the power to plan, but Allah makes all the decisions.

nothing LAST FOREVER except Allah s.w.t.

*BEAR IN MIND*

.the blood is always runs through my vein.

.i will never forget that.

A New Start

wiew. new layout. i feel fresh. i just deleted all my old posts. :)

new layout, first post.

it's gonna be a brand new start.